Okay...I had a pretty uneventful day. I actually decided not to bore you with my meals, and the same old pictures LOL. Nothing changed! ;) I told you...creature of HABIT! :D
I changed nothing in my meal plan. I have 1 blue and 1 red left though, so I will probably either snack on some almonds and cottage cheese...or...do I dare have ANOTHER chocolate covered Strawberry....NO!! I'm done with those, I swear! ;)
Pilates was AWESOME. I thought maybe I would pop in something else after...umm, yea no. My core, legs, booty, ouch, ouch! I don't think I have ever done Pilates before, so I guess I didn't know what to expect! It was pretty awesome. :)
The best thing that happened to me today, was putting on a pair of old black yoga pants I got last Christmas. These pants were always a little snug. I can remember a couple of times I put them on, and literally pulling them off because I couldn't take the tightness of them.
I have had issues with the way I look for a long time. I once had someone come up behind me (during a time I actually felt good about myself) and grab my "love handles" and tell me I was getting fat. Things like that can scar you. Scar you for life. So I look in the mirror, and I see....well, fat I guess. I have always carried my weight in my middle, even in HS. My BFF was a curvy, tiny thing...and while I wasn't ever overweight, I was NOT curvy!
And I'm not trying to be curvy now. I am not trying to be skinny. What I am trying to do, is love myself again. Love ME. Love every, single thing I see when I look in the mirror.
I want to love me.
And for the first time, in a very long time, I think this whole "21 day fix thing" just could be the stepping stones to get me there.